Have you ever died? Clearly not, since you are sitting behind a computer screen, reading this blog. Yet, as I sit writing it, I am reminded that I died, and came back. I saw the light at the end of the tunnel. I stood above the world and saw what it would be like if I died. I got to see something that very few people get to while alive here on earth, and I have come away with a greater understanding of the effects we have on other people and just how many people might care, even when you find yourself alone in the world.

Ya know I think everyone has a time in their life that they look back over it and think life is good or they start to see what they need to improve on. Now I'm not saying that my life in any ways is perfect, I don't really think anyone can. Those who do I'll be honest those are the ones who I think have the most issues. Like I said my life is not perfect, I've had my share of disappointments but I try to see the positive and I try to make the disappointments a learning experience. I'm sure in life I'll have more and that is ok, you just learn to move on.

OK its the beginning of summer and the kids are driving me crazy. We have pets, pets are pets and are NOT fashion accessory's. I know Paris Hilton might think different but come on, they are a freaking pet! Let the dogs/cats be free, they have legs let them walk. My one child (to remain nameless) thinks that not only is it fun but the pet loves it. OK if the cat is screeching chances are the cat is either A.) wanting down B.) pissed C.) all of the above. So at my house this past week you will here "OMG do you hear her she doesn't like it

I will give MJ credit for his music talents but I am sorry if I can not mourn his death. See I have seen in person the ugly affect that child molestation can cause. I have held a little one in my arms as they have cried telling me what happened to them over and over again. It is something that no person should ever have to deal with. So as everyone says that we should overlook his past indiscretions I ask you have you ever had to deal with it? Can you look into the face of the children he has hurt and say that? Walk in their shoes.